One of the hardest things about being a crossdresser is living a double life. At times I feel like i'm some kind of secret agent. In the daytime i'm a guy who works at night, a topic for another time, go to classes in the daytime and when i am off from work ; transform into Angie when i have the opportunity to do so.
It takes a toll both physically and mentally. Some are able to handle it better than others; sadly i am not one of them. Despite this struggle i will not give up this lifestyle. I feel accepted and enjoy the people that i have meet.
And so i have to struggle juggling both lives and do my best to find balance.